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Vriska didn't want this. She wanted to actually be with you. She was flushed for you , so she bullied you. No matter what she does to you , you stay kind and quiet anyway. Vriska always shouted at you for why are you always being kind no matter how bad the situation was. You didn't snap back at her , fight back , or even ask someone to help you. Vriska only hated but you made her feel THIS WAY. She would only be a little bit nice at you , not wanting to give away on how she feels. You loved her and she was red for you , but you both didn't know that. Vriska said many things but she didn't mean to say them , even that last line you heard...

Flashback :

You were at your locker in the noisy , crowded hallway. You were getting you books out until that certain troll yelled your name. "(NAAAAAAAAAAAAME)!!!!!!" Here comes Vriska , your flush crush that is impossible. Everyone soon cleared out of the hallway , not wanting to get included. You had daily beatings from her. You think she loves you and has a strange way of showing it , but you know that it was impossible. Vriska punched you in the gut , causing you to fall to the ground. She kicked you all over , your back , gut , and head. She got tired like usual and said ,"No one likes you and that will not change. I hate you for making me feel this way...Just kill yourself you low-life" You for some reason had a broken heart after that last line. You didn't quite get it for that all you heard was I hate you , Just kill yourself you lowlife. No one knew about your past. Your parents hated you , your brothers and sisters hated you , even your cousin hated your , your whole family. You lived in a nice house alone. You cry out loudly in your room , quietly shouting why is everyone like this to you. You walk to your bathroom , opening the cabinet and finding a razor. You held it against your wrist , one slash and your done , free from this painful and empty life. Your phone vibrated a little but you didn't care to look at it , you wanted to get this over with. As you slash your wrist , your view began to fade , then everything went black.

Flashback End.

Vriska started worrying. She didn't mean to say that , it was a lie. She rushed to your house , banging on the door screaming out your name. A fresh stream of blue tears began to drip down , staining your welcome mat. She kicks the door open since she caused enough damage to it. She runs to your room , but you weren't there , only her seeing your phone on the bed still glow faintly. She knew you didn't read it yet. "Oh god please tell me your alright I don't know how I will live without you please be alive." she thought in her head. She slams the bathroom door open , standing in shock as she processes the image of your dead body and the pool of your blood surrounding you. She kneeled next to your lifeless body and cried. "I couldn't find a chance to tell you and I probably never will..." She kissed your lips , hoping you would just flutter your eyes open.

"W-what have I done.....I never thought she would do it....." she whispers out to your dead body. She walks to your room. She sees a/an (favorite color) box. She instantly knew that was your favorite color , she always knew since you wore that color everyday. She picks up the box , sits on the middle of your bed with legs crossed. She opens the box slowly , placing the lid next to her and sees a note. She opens the note and started reading , fresh tears flowing down her face again , staining her pants a little and the sheets.

Letter :

I'm sorry world for what I have done. I'm sorry father , mother , that I wasn't the girl you wanted me to be. I'm sorry brothers , sisters , and cousins for always being in your way. I'm sorry friends for being a bother. I'm sorry (pet's name) I wasn't able to take care of you. The world isn't perfect , and we all know that. We all treat each other with respect. I did that also , did I do something wrong though? I wanted to be like others , have support from others , be responsible , get an education , get life in it's usual cycle , be LOVED.....It will all be alright now , for that I have left this world and is now in peace. I'm sorry Vriska , I never told you I love you....I'm flushed for you even though you hurt me. It is impossible that you would love me back...

(First name / Last name)

Vriska was shocked and hurt even more. She never thought you were actually flushed for her. She started whispering I'm sorry over and over again like a loop. If you only saw her text message , since she was able to find yours , you probably could have lived longer. Vriska walked back to your dead body , knelt down and whispered soflt , sadly smiling "Flushed for you......forever....."


Text message :

Look. I just want to say is that I am flushed for you. I neeeeeeeever really wanted to tell you cause I couldn't take you just saying no at my face. I'm sorry I beated you up so many times I regretted that. That last thing I said at our last beat up session , I didn't mean it! I don't hate you , I didn't want you to kill yourself! What was that human word? Oh right , love. You made me feel 'love' and I just couldn't handle it! I was hard since I only feel hate and I need to hate. Please text me back just please so I know your alright!

Text Message end


Author :

Okay I don't know why I made this. probably cause I read so many sadstuck fanfics. i'm horrible at this so whatever. im sorry if the character isn't character like if Vriska isn't acting like Vriska.

Vriska belongs to Hussie

You belong to yourself *or the razor*

im too lazy on their speech patterns so I probably wont do them at all

and I wont really order povs a lot so it will be mixed up

if there are any mistakes , im sorry ._.
i'm sorry if someone else did this im not sure if someone actually did this. as usual I don't own characters but this fanfic.
Vriska belongs to Hussie
You belong to yourself *or razor or afterlife Vriska*

Warning for some words idk I forgot what I typed in the fanfic.
im not that good :3
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ayane1800 Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2015
I belong to the razor....
FursonaAngel Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
-rocks back and forth putting my feels on A train to you-
vriskaserkret Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2014
Ok this fanfiction was great an all exept for the part when I died by cutting myself in the wrist with a razorblade.... I mean SERIOUSLY my WRIST I do not fvcking die when I get cut in the wrist...Its your hand not your heart
iwubsheep Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2015
death by bloodloss, and cutting a vein that is connected to ur heart, congrats, you learned something
black-butler362 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2014  Student Interface Designer
There is a major vein there and when you cut it you will bleed out in 3 minutes if you dont get help fast
Faustita Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2014
*grabs pillow* -CRIES SOBS YELLS- -heads gets up- -tears streaming - whyyyy!! lol
Lover-of-Music Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2013  Student General Artist
or the razor I don't even know why, but that actually kissed pissed me off haha
LadyPinkles Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2013
.............. *walks into room and slams door, flailing noises are heard from other side*
Midnighrtose Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2013
...HOLY SHIT MAN MY FEELSSSS *cries in Dave's closet again*
UndeadMiRaClEs Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
How do I contain these feels! For my favorite troll ;_;
Makithehybrid Featured By Owner May 26, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Oh cod, a HUGE wave of feels hit me HARD when I read this.....I applaud to you :')
iwubsheep Featured By Owner May 27, 2013
thanks ; u ; :iconletmehugyouplz:
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